My Love Story

My Love Story

{Never neglect a person who loves you most!!!}

Recently I have visited Mysore Infy Campus…

I was waiting to meet my friend in Global Education center-1(GEC-1), left wing, Birds view pantry, from where we can see Mysore Infosys campus’ Beauty. This is the place where I used to sit with my colleague Vivek, during my Training days.

The visit made me recollect some of the most enjoyed moments that I had in the past [before Engineering 3^rd year] with my love. Days were so beautiful; they were passing like an unstoppable river, with full of fragrance, energy and enthusiasm with out having any hurdles. My face was never seen without a smile and my heart was never heavy when she was with me. I had high-end encouragement, support for what ever the actions that I did, be it My intermediate, My EAMCET, My NCC, My Engineering and what not… She used to track me; she used to guide me, When I didn’t listen to her she used to tell my parents, and then consequences are needless say ;). She was really caring… I did not realise the importance when she was with me. She used to take the pain from me to keep me happy all the time, I was so happy that my eyes used to get drenched, but now…….My eyes get drenched because I don’t have her…

 I AM MISSING HER THE MOST…

Those were the best days of my life. I hope I will get all those days after 2012 J . I was the happiest person those days.

In the end of third year my plan for INDIAN ARMY is disturbed. My parents came out with their real opinion, so had to change my option. I was disturbed a lot. I have been observing few people carefully and I got action plan from them. I was little stubborn on that plan. I had no choice other than accomplishing it.

In that, my first step is getting into a good corporate and I had seen Infosys. I have executed my plan without considering others talks on me. During my first plan itself, I started spending less time with her; I used to spend lot of time in it. She understood my situation very clearly. I got what I was looking for i.e. Infosys.

My next plan is to work on my Core Competencies. I have started working on those.

I did not even consider my engineering very seriously. I used to spend lot of time for my plans. Gradually I started neglecting her, she used to warn me, she used to scold me, and she even tried her natural final option, i.e. telling my parents. They also tried but, this time I did not listen to them either.

First time in engineering I realised her care and love for me. But I realised when she left me alone. I felt paralyzed for few days…

I went to her, I begged her, and I requested to pardon me…

She is too kind enough, she accepted my request.

Then I asked her, with an infant face “Will you leave me like this any time???”

Then she replied, with full emotional voice…

“I love You; I Only Love You, even if you don’t even consider me;

Even if you spend your time with your temporary friends, even if you don’t think to spend time with me, I still love you.

My desire is to stay with you forever. I love you till I die. Do you know? I am the only person who loves you the most”

I just felt as I was watching old Telugu film, and like a fool and asked her “Amtha istamaa nenamtae…?”

I have seen an angry face first time…

Big silence for few hours…She replied “ITS MY RESPONSIBILITY”.

I don’t have words to reply her.

Days were again good, I was in good touch with her, I was enjoying the moments, but I had guilty feeling for my ignorance and overlook of her.

My Infosys joining date is May 28-2007, before that she tried telling many common and repeated things like,

Study well, other wise Infy E&R will throw you out,

Eat properly,

Sleep properly,

Maintain all your personal relations,

Have fun, Enjoy time with new friends, and new culture in controlled way.

Life is not Professional job…

Don’t booze too much,

Don’t smoke,

Don’t slag in office,

Don’t spend quantity of hours rather spend quality of hour in what ever you do,

Abhaaa imkaa enni chepthavuuu…[Still how many you are going to tell] this was my reaction.

I am being told all these by my parents, and you are repeating the same tape again…can you jussst stop this?

I got irritated and blasted her left and right like any thing.

She was crying…I tried consoling her, but no use; I took it lightly and felt that, it is usual practice by all girls. The moment I thought this, she started speaking in low voice, I can listen to you! Just by looking at you face. (I felt like chaaa malli telugu cinema start ayyimdi.) But thank god she did not take a long class.

I went to Mysore, studying hard for exams, bit worried and spending more time in Library and in room, keep myself in studying only [I don’t know even C, so you can understand how difficult the training was for me.], I totally neglected the person who loves me most. I was totally busy, not even having good diet. On one fine evening I had stomach ache; I went to meet the doctor, he gave me medicine and told that I am in the edge of getting acidity and stone formation in kidneys based on the symptoms that I have explained to him. That Doctor started class, I was just listening to him, that fellow repeating the same as my parents and my love used to tell me. He was telling me take food at consistent regular intervals; drink at least 7 litters of water, sleep in regular intervals and so on. I felt like hitting him. Doctor observed my discomfort face and told like this, Listen carefully, if you won’t consider, I even don’t consider…, you need to take care of yourself, and no one take care of yourself.

It is your responsibility to maintain proper diet. I struggled two days like any thing.

It was amazing, I got a call from my love, I was wondering how she could know about this!

But the situation is different, she was weeping on the other side, she was telling me that, she is being moved out of me by some external forces…

I was shocked…I don’t have words to talk…I was asking her about the external forces… like is it your dad, mom, tell me …

Tell me who that is…

But she stood in silence…I could not bare the silence...the silence was taking me away from her…

Her last words are…I am leaving my half in you…Take care of yourself#

That was an end to a long journey; I know she is no more….

I lost every thing, I was not in a position to tell any one, because every one knows that how reluctant I was to words her, I know they will definitely scold me, I don’t want to tell this to my parents, because they feel bad about the happenings, I want to keep them happy always.

So the truth died in ME.

These are some of the sentences that are in my ROM…

My face was never seen without a smile and my heart was never heavy when she was with me…

I had high-end encouragement, support for what ever the actions that I did…

She used to track me, she used to guide me and when I didn’t listen to her she used to tell my parents…

I started spending less time with her…

Gradually I started neglecting her…

She used to warn me, she used to scold me, and she even tried her natural final option, i.e. telling my parents. They also tried but, this time I did not listen to them either.

I realised when she left me alone. I felt paralyzed for few days…

I went to her, I begged her

She replies, I Only Love You, I love you till I die

She tried telling many common and repeated things

I got irritated and blasted her left and right like any thing.

I was busy in my activities without even considering her.

I had stomach ache

That Doctor started class

I got call from my love

She was weeping on the other side; she was telling me that, she is being moved out of me by some external forces…

I am leaving my half in you…Take care of yourself#

She is no more….No, she has left her half in me…Yes I have her half in me.

The lesson was very clear,

We should not neglect the ones that loves us the most…….

Now I would like to tell the name of the person who was taking atmost care of me in the past, who were keeping me energetic, and enthusiastic throughout the time, who gave me a very positive feeling in day to day life…

Her name is HEALTH…

Yes!!! She is HEALTH…

She was telling me just to have

Good diet in a day in consistent hours,

Enough water in a day,

Good sleep,

But I was not doing any of these perfectly; I was just not following a particular time for my regular activities, because of my laziness, doziness and some other reasons.   She wants to be with me even though I don’t satisfy any of her requirements, but the external forces which are being developed over a period of time, because of my negligence are forcing her out. Now I am on track to get her back, she is almost close to me.

So friends it is very important to keep ourselves HEALTHIER at all times, HEALTH is the only element which will make us alive in the place where we are.

It is the only thing that every one can have.

Even though you have lazy friends, dozy friends, girl friends, boy friends, work schedules, appointments, never get late to do things which make your love happier and brings much closer to you.

Thanks for reading such long story!!!

I apologise if your sentiments are hurt!!!

Thanks &Best Regards

Yogesh Thandava.